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*yawns* I guess I'll go to bed now. I've been drawing and listening to music, as well as a little RP with an old, old friend, for the past few hours.
Honestly, I'm getting tired of all the drama around here. I thought that if I just ignored it, it would go away. But it didn't, and I finally got angry enough to lash out... After that, I gave up. People (Yes, I'm keeping my journal mostly public. Almost all of you can read or comment here, and I genuinely don't mind or care). Anyway, People. I'm not going to stoop to your levels anymore. Nothing you say will be acknowledged. Nothing you do will be acknowledged. You can try being hurtful towards me or my friends, for any reason you'd like, and I will do nothing more than ignore you, unless you begin violating my or their rights. If it goes that far (Which, I sincerely hope that by now we are all mature enough to get over threats/harassment/insults) then I will press the matter and file whatever reports I need, or support my friends to do so. I don't think anyone can break into this journal; if they could it really wouldn't matter, because if I don't want the world to know it I'm not posting it here anymore. However, as secure as I think my password is, I will most likely start changing it weekly and would recommend anyone involved in this ridiculous drama to do the same. We are adults now. We can be mature. I always liked my way of looking at life, with a childlike outlook, childlike actions such as trust and belief. I can't do that anymore, for two reasons. I don't trust as easily anymore, for one. And I don't want my childlike personality to be equated with the childish actions that I know some people are partaking in. I hate changing like this, basically letting everyone else get to me. I can't be the Little One anymore, because now I know that if I am trusting, if I am easily amused, people will take advantage of me. I am tired of being taken advantage of. I can not trust so easily. But I think I will learn to live with this change as I have with all others. I withdraw from all of this spiteful fighting, until and unless it is at or will come to an extent, whether with me or my friends, that merits attention. I leave you with a sentence I never thought would pass my, of all peoples', lips:
Please, just grow up.
Honestly, I'm getting tired of all the drama around here. I thought that if I just ignored it, it would go away. But it didn't, and I finally got angry enough to lash out... After that, I gave up. People (Yes, I'm keeping my journal mostly public. Almost all of you can read or comment here, and I genuinely don't mind or care). Anyway, People. I'm not going to stoop to your levels anymore. Nothing you say will be acknowledged. Nothing you do will be acknowledged. You can try being hurtful towards me or my friends, for any reason you'd like, and I will do nothing more than ignore you, unless you begin violating my or their rights. If it goes that far (Which, I sincerely hope that by now we are all mature enough to get over threats/harassment/insults) then I will press the matter and file whatever reports I need, or support my friends to do so. I don't think anyone can break into this journal; if they could it really wouldn't matter, because if I don't want the world to know it I'm not posting it here anymore. However, as secure as I think my password is, I will most likely start changing it weekly and would recommend anyone involved in this ridiculous drama to do the same. We are adults now. We can be mature. I always liked my way of looking at life, with a childlike outlook, childlike actions such as trust and belief. I can't do that anymore, for two reasons. I don't trust as easily anymore, for one. And I don't want my childlike personality to be equated with the childish actions that I know some people are partaking in. I hate changing like this, basically letting everyone else get to me. I can't be the Little One anymore, because now I know that if I am trusting, if I am easily amused, people will take advantage of me. I am tired of being taken advantage of. I can not trust so easily. But I think I will learn to live with this change as I have with all others. I withdraw from all of this spiteful fighting, until and unless it is at or will come to an extent, whether with me or my friends, that merits attention. I leave you with a sentence I never thought would pass my, of all peoples', lips:
Please, just grow up.