Livin on a prayer!
I'm sitting at work.. realizing that I am falling in love.. it feels great yet so so scary at the same time.. I spent the afternoon with aaron.. he called me in extreme pain from his back so I went over there and took care of him... but this weekend.. i'm not sure what it was... maybe it was the extreme eye contact during our morning sex... but the way he was looking at me.. as though no one else existed at that point in time.. i'm scared.. it's crazy how i'm single and cannot find any attraction to any other person other than Aaron.. I really hope this works its self out sometime in the future... but no rush... you can't rush love.
One thing I love about working with much older bolder women.. is they give the best advice on everything.. I love hearing their stories about falling in love and the cute and stupid things they argue over.. still after 25 to 37 years.. It baffles me that people are together for that long.. but once you find that person that you can't seem to get bored with.. being bored doesn't even matter.. just that one soul that if you never saw or spoke with.. you'd be devasted.. life could never be good without them..
I get in these philosophical moments and then just blank out because a. i'm at work and breaking throughout this.. and b. starring at aaron's picture on my desk doesn't help...
my monroe is healing slowly.. i got a new ball for it.. changed it back to the old post because it was sqeeeeeezing my el lipo!.. alright i've got to go learn how to csop an application..
<3kor
One thing I love about working with much older bolder women.. is they give the best advice on everything.. I love hearing their stories about falling in love and the cute and stupid things they argue over.. still after 25 to 37 years.. It baffles me that people are together for that long.. but once you find that person that you can't seem to get bored with.. being bored doesn't even matter.. just that one soul that if you never saw or spoke with.. you'd be devasted.. life could never be good without them..
I get in these philosophical moments and then just blank out because a. i'm at work and breaking throughout this.. and b. starring at aaron's picture on my desk doesn't help...
my monroe is healing slowly.. i got a new ball for it.. changed it back to the old post because it was sqeeeeeezing my el lipo!.. alright i've got to go learn how to csop an application..
<3kor