My Exploding He<3rt...
He set his alarm and woke up extra early just so I could see him for an hour today.. I get there and but of course we take a bitter sweet nap together..
Tonite he tells me he told her.. about us.. which is good now.. and that everything will be gone this weekend and no more running around attempting to hide the drama..
I went to see him at work tonite because I felt as thought he was having a not so good nite.. he broke down and told me some important things.. but then to top it all off.. he told me that he's never been this honest with anyone.. he's never felt this way about someone.. he 'loves' the way I look at him.. i make him feel so amazing.. and good about himself.. and he can tell that I care about him so deeply..
I must say it is extremely different for my feelings to be out there.. open.. and on the table.. I feel as though I have no upper hand in this.. which is not how i roll usually! There is just something about the way we look at each other.. the way we kiss two months later and it's still extremely intense?! He's the first person that I've stopped being pessimistic with.. I just feel so utterly amazing.. and I really can't see this dying out.. rather fading away..
It's strange to say that all that matters to me with him.. is making him the happiest boy all the time ; )
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Tonite he tells me he told her.. about us.. which is good now.. and that everything will be gone this weekend and no more running around attempting to hide the drama..
I went to see him at work tonite because I felt as thought he was having a not so good nite.. he broke down and told me some important things.. but then to top it all off.. he told me that he's never been this honest with anyone.. he's never felt this way about someone.. he 'loves' the way I look at him.. i make him feel so amazing.. and good about himself.. and he can tell that I care about him so deeply..
I must say it is extremely different for my feelings to be out there.. open.. and on the table.. I feel as though I have no upper hand in this.. which is not how i roll usually! There is just something about the way we look at each other.. the way we kiss two months later and it's still extremely intense?! He's the first person that I've stopped being pessimistic with.. I just feel so utterly amazing.. and I really can't see this dying out.. rather fading away..
It's strange to say that all that matters to me with him.. is making him the happiest boy all the time ; )
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