"I'm holding onto something and I do not know why.."
"When I'm with Somebody
All I think bout is you
When I'm all alone
Thats all I wanna do
I miss the smiley faces in my sidekick
Outta town business
All the time we spent together
Makes it hard to get you
Outta my system
You know what you do to me (do to me)
You don't even understand
Damn
You know what you do to me (do to me)
It's so hard to get you
Outta my system."
it's gross. two years later; someone disappoints me; and all i can think about is you. even though you've disappointed me repeatedly; and we've seem to cut each other out of our lives; only to include one another when it's convienient. and just when i think i'm finally strong; something happens; and my world comes crashing down again. i've lost so many guys; great caring guys who put in so much effort simply because i can't seem to hold on to anyone but you. alex was an amazing kid. sadly enough; he wasn't you; and that changed everything.