"Dejate llevar, sin pensar, sin mirar, que hay un mundo detras"
Wow, this year I neglected to write in my livejournal quite a bit. I just struggle to get myself to write. Maybe that will be my resolution for next year, to write in my livejournal more often. Or maybe it's a good thing that I have strayed a bit from LJ. Who knows.
Well this is the last entry for 2007. So yes, this is a yearly wrap up/look back on the year entry. bravooo. I must say all in all 2007 was a good year.
blah I feel like I have or want to say so much, but I just don't know how to say it all with out sounding redundant and cliche like all my other damn entries. If any thing that's a accomplishment of mine, realizing how I tend to beat a dead horse .... a lot haha
Okay okay, so the year 2007 was a great year, ups and downs as always yadda yadda yadda
Well I guess I'll just update on whats going on recently and how Christmas was since I neglected to write in these days. I must say that this has to be my favorite Christmas to date. I wish I could have seen more friends, but the family aspect of it was really nice. I felt a bigger sense of unity between us all, although things were just as they always are, it just felt nicer I guess, or maybe we're just all beginning to accept things for as they are. Not to say that there isn't drama, but when isn't there in family life?
I've been seeing someone new recently, or should I say I've developed feelings for someone and I got to spend time with him on Christmas and I must say it was lovely. The situation we're faced with isn't easy and oh so confusing and in these last 2 or 3 days I felt like shit hit the fan, but it was only that we were faced with the reality of the situation. I hope that with time things piece themselves into what they are supposed to be. I gathered myself and caught myself before I went off and shot everything to hell. Again the learning to grow and mature process sets in. It gives me pride to be able to realize such things now, not that I didn't have a mini melt down, but I was able to catch it and ruin it all over my silly pride and emotions. I wont lie, I am hopefull for something to come of this. The feelings I'm feeling for this guy are so strong that I can't remember feeling such things. This guy just feels comfortable, maybe he's the right fit? If anything I know I'll have someone wonderful to be a part of my 2008, and hopefully many years more.
I met a looooot of guys this year, and yup no boyfriends to come out of the year 2007. I'm fine with that. Last year I learned to be happy with myself, and this year I've learned to be a better judge of character. With the way things are going now I'm optimistic to bring in the new year with hopes of more happiness, good health and wisdom. That's all one can pretty much as for right?
I can make all the predictions for 2008 that I want, but hell I'll be deeeeeead wrong with a majority. I mean yeah I would probably be able to predict the logical, but I would have neeeever guessed that the people lost, the people gained, the experiences endured, and the knowledge collected could have all lead me to another new year. Each year is a brand new mystery. Another page in my history, the life I lived yesterday got me to today. I can't wait to see what tomorrow brings.
To all I wish you happiness, good health and fortune. Happy 2008 yall ♥
2007 fin
Well this is the last entry for 2007. So yes, this is a yearly wrap up/look back on the year entry. bravooo. I must say all in all 2007 was a good year.
blah I feel like I have or want to say so much, but I just don't know how to say it all with out sounding redundant and cliche like all my other damn entries. If any thing that's a accomplishment of mine, realizing how I tend to beat a dead horse .... a lot haha
Okay okay, so the year 2007 was a great year, ups and downs as always yadda yadda yadda
Well I guess I'll just update on whats going on recently and how Christmas was since I neglected to write in these days. I must say that this has to be my favorite Christmas to date. I wish I could have seen more friends, but the family aspect of it was really nice. I felt a bigger sense of unity between us all, although things were just as they always are, it just felt nicer I guess, or maybe we're just all beginning to accept things for as they are. Not to say that there isn't drama, but when isn't there in family life?
I've been seeing someone new recently, or should I say I've developed feelings for someone and I got to spend time with him on Christmas and I must say it was lovely. The situation we're faced with isn't easy and oh so confusing and in these last 2 or 3 days I felt like shit hit the fan, but it was only that we were faced with the reality of the situation. I hope that with time things piece themselves into what they are supposed to be. I gathered myself and caught myself before I went off and shot everything to hell. Again the learning to grow and mature process sets in. It gives me pride to be able to realize such things now, not that I didn't have a mini melt down, but I was able to catch it and ruin it all over my silly pride and emotions. I wont lie, I am hopefull for something to come of this. The feelings I'm feeling for this guy are so strong that I can't remember feeling such things. This guy just feels comfortable, maybe he's the right fit? If anything I know I'll have someone wonderful to be a part of my 2008, and hopefully many years more.
I met a looooot of guys this year, and yup no boyfriends to come out of the year 2007. I'm fine with that. Last year I learned to be happy with myself, and this year I've learned to be a better judge of character. With the way things are going now I'm optimistic to bring in the new year with hopes of more happiness, good health and wisdom. That's all one can pretty much as for right?
I can make all the predictions for 2008 that I want, but hell I'll be deeeeeead wrong with a majority. I mean yeah I would probably be able to predict the logical, but I would have neeeever guessed that the people lost, the people gained, the experiences endured, and the knowledge collected could have all lead me to another new year. Each year is a brand new mystery. Another page in my history, the life I lived yesterday got me to today. I can't wait to see what tomorrow brings.
To all I wish you happiness, good health and fortune. Happy 2008 yall ♥
2007 fin