realizations

[confdntlsecrtry]

it's so hard to be vulnerable because so few boys can be trusted. it happened again today, different guy, same thing. he said he liked me, i told all my friends, then he said nevermind. how does a girl make herself get back out there and be vulnerable again when it keeps coming back to bite me in the ass. fuck them for ruining my ability to trust. how about this, rather than letting them determine my future decisions, i say fuck that, and do what i would do, without letting them affect me.

goals: let yourself be vulnerable. don't ever get so cynical you can't accept something good when it really happens.