let you get the rest of me

[conesound]

last day of year ten and i was happy

but here comes yet another mood swing
we went to the park after
and i realised that everyone was going on about how we're growing up and its all different
but it changed along time ago
as i sat there watching friends i've known for a while now smoking
and just acting so at ease in the park it hit me that
well i dunno

Comments

[sisterspooky]

maybe you grew up before them and their just catching up and what you think is 'childish' is just you having fun. don't base your judgement of yourself on everyone else cause everyone is different, plus they might be miserable. just enjoy yourself, in whatever manner that may be. lol

also smile more.

[conesound]

i will enjoy myself i just i dunno everyone else is so like care free and i keep fussing over things that are done with
and i will smile more, it's the holidays

beautiful pic btw

[sisterspooky]

as is your picture, but then again how could it not be

[conesound]

very very good point.
also 24th august is our stalking day cause we're that cool.
you better be free!!

[spiffypenguin]

*Hugs* I know what its like when friends are like changing, and it feels like you're not but you have. Just because you don't smoke and get drunk it doesn't mean you haven't grown up. Sometimes people do that kinda stuff to feel grown up, but put them in a difficult situation, and they'll not be able to cope. You're way better than any of that anyday.

Sounds like you should've gone to the park with us. Love you Becca xxx

[conesound]

i should have, i mean it was fun but i dunno the park and shit made me weird.
i just feel like the boring one. =[
danke for the hug!xxxxx

*biggest hug everr*

[spiffypenguin]

I hate it when that happens, but you're far from boring Becca, whats boring is when people do the same old thing of going out and getting pissed. It's pretty pathetic. You're lovely and interesting and very cool =]. You must come park-ing with us sometime. You seem like the kinda person to fit in well with our strange park-ingness. Hehe. *More hugs* xxx

[conesound]

i know it's pathetic but i hate standing there and just being like 'you're gonna die young!' cause they still dont give a shit.
and i love going parks, maybe not south park much anymore though!
i would luff to join you one day if that be shiny??
xxxx