whoops
so whoops. i slept through my classes today. so shoot me. you know what's weird though? i feel like when i skip a class or something that i will be punished for it sometime in the day. like something bad will happen or i won't have a fun day or something. because it can't be all fun and games now can it? i feel like i need to torture myself and go to class if i want to have a good day. weird? yes, it's me.
so, yesterday was my birthday. probably one of the best ones i've had. i got lots of nice IMs and emails and everything. and my parents, sister, and grandparents called. and my friends blindfolded me, put me in a car, and took me out to dinner at the texas roadhouse (which i love). that was a really fun time. later in the night we went to OCF, where we saw ted dille and bobblehead. bobblehead, who sometimes can look just average, looked really cute. i wanted to talk to him so bad, because he was sitting by himself for a while, but i can never seem to get enough nerve to go up and talk to someone i don't know. oh well. ben and carley came by my room in the morning to wish me a happy birthday, and i had no makeup on. now ben will never date me or even look at me the same way, since he's seen my in my alien state. seriously, i think i look like an alien with no makeup on. it's really sad. i almost died when they left, i was so embarrassed. wish i could look good for once in my life. unfortunately i can never squeeze it into my schedule. so yeah, that's all i saw of ben yesterday, even though it was my birthday. how sad.
so my sister is coming down today. at about four. and we're hanging out until like 11. cuz i guess she's going to dan's first, and he lives in dayton, then he's going to work and she's taking his car here. it should be a fun day. even though i'm kind of sad that i won't be going to BG, because you know who is up there. and we are long overdue for a good visit. maybe. i've been thinking a lot about the few crushes that i have going on right now. none of them are realistic. at all. they never are! i am always the chaser. why can't anyone chase me? gahh! i mean, it's really not that big of a deal. but sometimes i just get fed up. out of all of them, i think ben is the only semi-realistic crush i have, and he probably doesn't even like me. sometimes he acts like it kind of. like how on sunday night there were a few times when we were so close we could've easily kissed. i swear. it was crazy. and we weren't drinking. and he always touches me in some way. i don't really see him doing that to any of the other girls. hmm. but then again i think he is just an all around good guy who loves everybody. or something. ohhh the day i figure anybody out. blah.
i can't wait to hit up the sales at the mall today. my parents came on sunday for my birthday and they bought me like 4 cute shirts for like 30 dollars. all together. and they're nice shirts. so that's good.
i'm leaving now. but i'll leave you with this. i'm watching 'for better or for worse' on tlc, it's about people who plan somebody else's wedding in one week on a budget. let me just say, who would do that? don't you want to plan your own wedding. geeze people.
okay bye. have a good weekend.
so, yesterday was my birthday. probably one of the best ones i've had. i got lots of nice IMs and emails and everything. and my parents, sister, and grandparents called. and my friends blindfolded me, put me in a car, and took me out to dinner at the texas roadhouse (which i love). that was a really fun time. later in the night we went to OCF, where we saw ted dille and bobblehead. bobblehead, who sometimes can look just average, looked really cute. i wanted to talk to him so bad, because he was sitting by himself for a while, but i can never seem to get enough nerve to go up and talk to someone i don't know. oh well. ben and carley came by my room in the morning to wish me a happy birthday, and i had no makeup on. now ben will never date me or even look at me the same way, since he's seen my in my alien state. seriously, i think i look like an alien with no makeup on. it's really sad. i almost died when they left, i was so embarrassed. wish i could look good for once in my life. unfortunately i can never squeeze it into my schedule. so yeah, that's all i saw of ben yesterday, even though it was my birthday. how sad.
so my sister is coming down today. at about four. and we're hanging out until like 11. cuz i guess she's going to dan's first, and he lives in dayton, then he's going to work and she's taking his car here. it should be a fun day. even though i'm kind of sad that i won't be going to BG, because you know who is up there. and we are long overdue for a good visit. maybe. i've been thinking a lot about the few crushes that i have going on right now. none of them are realistic. at all. they never are! i am always the chaser. why can't anyone chase me? gahh! i mean, it's really not that big of a deal. but sometimes i just get fed up. out of all of them, i think ben is the only semi-realistic crush i have, and he probably doesn't even like me. sometimes he acts like it kind of. like how on sunday night there were a few times when we were so close we could've easily kissed. i swear. it was crazy. and we weren't drinking. and he always touches me in some way. i don't really see him doing that to any of the other girls. hmm. but then again i think he is just an all around good guy who loves everybody. or something. ohhh the day i figure anybody out. blah.
i can't wait to hit up the sales at the mall today. my parents came on sunday for my birthday and they bought me like 4 cute shirts for like 30 dollars. all together. and they're nice shirts. so that's good.
i'm leaving now. but i'll leave you with this. i'm watching 'for better or for worse' on tlc, it's about people who plan somebody else's wedding in one week on a budget. let me just say, who would do that? don't you want to plan your own wedding. geeze people.
okay bye. have a good weekend.