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(this post doesn't pertain to anything in specific)
i've come to a point where everything is actually going really well, i mean, school is going well i have like 4 a's and 3 b's, and my friends situation is good, and i'm not on bad terms with anyone, and i'm cool with my parents. and
nothing's wrong.
but i realized that my entire life i've been so focused on making everything right, now that it's right i've really been able to look back and think to myself whether i'm happy or not. i've been so wrapped up in the objective of everything, like, too busy trying to get somewhere that i don't realize where i'm going... you know?
alright maybe you're lost, here's an example:
there's a band i like coming to town, so i automatically go and scrounge up enough money for the ticket, find a way to get there, ok it with my parents, and go to the show, but then i get there and think, did i even want to go in the first place? or was it just something that i was supposed to do, was it something expected or something natural to me?
i dunno a lot of things seem like that to me recently cause everything seems to be slowing down and i'm just doing really good and it's made me stop and think and just contemplate.. so.. yeah, the final statement is: have you ever been so wrapped up in going somewhere that you don't even know where you're going, why you're going there, or why you even want to go there?
that's all, comment if you have some remote idea of what i'm talking about, i want to know if any of you feel the same way.
i've come to a point where everything is actually going really well, i mean, school is going well i have like 4 a's and 3 b's, and my friends situation is good, and i'm not on bad terms with anyone, and i'm cool with my parents. and
nothing's wrong.
but i realized that my entire life i've been so focused on making everything right, now that it's right i've really been able to look back and think to myself whether i'm happy or not. i've been so wrapped up in the objective of everything, like, too busy trying to get somewhere that i don't realize where i'm going... you know?
alright maybe you're lost, here's an example:
there's a band i like coming to town, so i automatically go and scrounge up enough money for the ticket, find a way to get there, ok it with my parents, and go to the show, but then i get there and think, did i even want to go in the first place? or was it just something that i was supposed to do, was it something expected or something natural to me?
i dunno a lot of things seem like that to me recently cause everything seems to be slowing down and i'm just doing really good and it's made me stop and think and just contemplate.. so.. yeah, the final statement is: have you ever been so wrapped up in going somewhere that you don't even know where you're going, why you're going there, or why you even want to go there?
that's all, comment if you have some remote idea of what i'm talking about, i want to know if any of you feel the same way.