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[condomsent]

they tel you things will be ok and that it gets better. and you in turn tell others the same. its easy to put on a happy face every morning and tell everyone the sun will always be shinning and that life is great. at night when you are alone, and there is no one else to focus on, and no smiles left,and you are al alone again.thats when it happens. thats when the thoughts creep in your head and the evil shows its face. thats when you realize that you will always be alone and that you have been living an awful lie.you are lonely. you are scared. you really do care about life. you really do care about love.you really do wanted to have a family. you really do hate being alone. you really do long to be in love again.

i am already in love. in love with things i can never have though.some people arent made for being loved. they are only meant to love.