mornings are like punishment from the night before Part4
*Stupid* because the next thing you know we are going at "it" on his bed. About a month ago I had stopped us from having sex. I don’t usually like playing second string, but I wouldn’t have stopped it this night for anything. I wanted him so bad. When it was over he said I could stay the night, which I thought was the best given my current conditions. [drunk] My brain felt all fuzzy and dizzy, I kind of feel that way this morning. He had to get up at 7:00 am for a train ride back home.