May 13, 2006 05:30
so my first night.. well I guess morning in the camper....
it's now 5ish...
and I'm still all fucked up-took me FOREVER to smoke that last Jay- goodness.
I need Ryan here- I feel like I can't sleep-
i guess that's what it is.Npw that after a fucking YEAR
we can say we're together like REALLY,
I can't be without him.
I miss him so badly-
ESPECIALLY WHEN I'M DRUNK.
lol- come on now dear EJAY I'm noy stupid and neither are you..drunk equals me=Ryan=duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuue it.
yeahyeah crkacahjackI'machimeyyocrackbarrekk ohyeahhhhHHHHH!
alright-
so I am silly.
anyways, I REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY miis Ryan,
a howl= haha [whole] lot.
<3miss metal(=I love you mr.bubblegum)