Still Burnin'...
Its been awhile since I just sat at my house with no one else around me. This is the most direct i've ever been in an livejournal entry... if anyone wants to ask me anything i swear i'll answer you honestly no matter what.
Virginia-
I wonder about who your friends are now. what you guys think is fun. I think about all the videos we used to make ; i was talking to sarah the other day about the soap oprah.. I pass you constantly and i know you see me looking at you, i don't know why we don't say hi anymore.
Jess-
i think about you constantly. and i've wished on so many stars that one morning i could wake up and things could be like how they used to. i have dreams that we talk on the phone for hours..in english or in panda.. things seem crazy and they have been- since the begining.. james war//joe the black kid.
Amanda-
i didn't like you for such a long time. but do you know how hard it is to not like you when you're just always there and listening? I was just jealous though. i feel like you've been out of this loop;; i always thought that you and melanie would soon realize that the two of you could be off doing bigger and better things. and maybe you are now.. but im happy for you guys.
Melanie-
i knew that things were going to be different since john and all.. I guess i wasn't ready for it though. so many nights i've wanted to give it all up to just go out and party with you girls. it's not anyone's fault. right now, you and amanda are out, and its just one of those times i couldn't possibly be with you guys because its a four-party thing. you remember those times with us right? it was always fours. even when it would've been better with three.. banana!..
Virginia-
I wonder about who your friends are now. what you guys think is fun. I think about all the videos we used to make ; i was talking to sarah the other day about the soap oprah.. I pass you constantly and i know you see me looking at you, i don't know why we don't say hi anymore.
Jess-
i think about you constantly. and i've wished on so many stars that one morning i could wake up and things could be like how they used to. i have dreams that we talk on the phone for hours..in english or in panda.. things seem crazy and they have been- since the begining.. james war//joe the black kid.
Amanda-
i didn't like you for such a long time. but do you know how hard it is to not like you when you're just always there and listening? I was just jealous though. i feel like you've been out of this loop;; i always thought that you and melanie would soon realize that the two of you could be off doing bigger and better things. and maybe you are now.. but im happy for you guys.
Melanie-
i knew that things were going to be different since john and all.. I guess i wasn't ready for it though. so many nights i've wanted to give it all up to just go out and party with you girls. it's not anyone's fault. right now, you and amanda are out, and its just one of those times i couldn't possibly be with you guys because its a four-party thing. you remember those times with us right? it was always fours. even when it would've been better with three.. banana!..