Feb 24, 2004 15:37
today i finally decided that i'm definately over kyle. at least, it felt like i was. i really hope so cuz i'm sick of liking him if he's gonna constantly talk about ashley and how much he likes her and hang out with her all the time. it gets a little annoying after awhile. wow, i'm a hypocrit though cuz i do the same to him with 2 people i like...one in particular that shall remain nameless. i really felt pissed off with kyle just cuz of all the times he made me feel like crying and shit, considering i try my best not to cry. no offense to anyone who does, it's just that it doesn't usually help me feel better. anywayz...so yeah, i'm over him i think. maybe he wasn't the one for me or if he was i really don't care anymore. i guess you could say i'm giving up on love...at least the romantic relationship kind. it just doesn't exist for me, but oh well. at least i have my friends.:-)
i finally got that design printed in intro today for rosey. i handed one in on a piece of paper to be graded cuz i wanted to give the shirt to rosey. she really liked how it turned out so i was happy about that. i'm gonna be starting on another project then, but i have to wait until sammie designs something for me to do. i hope she does it soon though cuz i need these projects done before the end of this marking period. she told me today she'd make that design for me so i hope she does.
i can't wait until this weekend cuz rosey might come over and sleep over until saturday. we're gonna try to dress up like goths and put our pics on gothornot.com, yes, i'm changing my pics to see if i still get ones. right now i checked and i have 115 ones i think and 22 10's. something like that.
pssa's were okay today, but too much writing. tony actually took them today cuz he told me he didn't yesterday. they'll probably make him make it up though, which sux. i just hope i did well enough on them so that i don't have to take them again next year. tomorrow's the last day for them...thank god. also tomorrow is the poetry club meeting after school. i can't wait. i have to still look over some of those poems so i'll do that later tonight before i forget.
i finally got my course selection sheet signed by all the teachers i needed to sign it. i will get my mom to sign it tonight and everything so that i can hand it in before i end up forgetting to. they're not due until march 8th, but i figure i'll get it in early. at least then it'll be done and over with.
i talked to tony today which was cool and i'm talking to him right now on aol. i really hope things are going okay for him. i mean when i talk to him he seems alright, but some of his posts on here make me think otherwise. i just hope he knows i'm here for him if he wants to talk.
next weekend i'm hoping to have sam and kyle over. i know i said i was kinda angry with kyle, but i don't hate him and he said he'd let me and sam put make-up on him. he was hesitant at first, but then he gave in after i begged him. lol. so that'll be fun as long as they can come over. i really hope this weekend will be fun too since rosey might come down. not sure yet if i'll be attending rocky cuz it depends on if katie's going, but hopefully i'll be there.
that's all for today i guess. so i'll talk to everyone later. bye!