Don't Assume...please
december was Hell for me. I am not even going to begin to start on that. It was way too fucking much. Nobody knows much of the story and I prefer to keep it that way. It was stressful from the time the month started until I got home drunk from the new years party.
I really don't care what is said about me, I just ask that if you want to be my friend, be a little courteous and allow for the fact that not everything may be as it seems. I don't even know how to begin to deal with everything that happened in Dec, I just feel like I lost so much.
I am going to be on a silent retreat type thing ( without leaving the city ) for at least a week. As far as my parents are concerned, its a month or two, and it may end up being that way for every other part of my life too. I feel like talking and communication has gotten me in trouble, and gotten me to places that I didn't want to be.
So this is the state of things. Its all a learning process. I am keeping my communication to a minimum, and if I feel like a certain conversation isn't important enough I will end it and get back to my quietness. No offense to anyone, I am tired of being misunderstood.
I really don't care what is said about me, I just ask that if you want to be my friend, be a little courteous and allow for the fact that not everything may be as it seems. I don't even know how to begin to deal with everything that happened in Dec, I just feel like I lost so much.
I am going to be on a silent retreat type thing ( without leaving the city ) for at least a week. As far as my parents are concerned, its a month or two, and it may end up being that way for every other part of my life too. I feel like talking and communication has gotten me in trouble, and gotten me to places that I didn't want to be.
So this is the state of things. Its all a learning process. I am keeping my communication to a minimum, and if I feel like a certain conversation isn't important enough I will end it and get back to my quietness. No offense to anyone, I am tired of being misunderstood.