writing for nostalgia
I am now single. I have been single for a few months now, actually. First time that I have been single in over two years. I still cannot get over the feeling of weightlesness that I have been feeling towards romance and relationships since I took the plunge. I owe nobody anything. Nobody owes me one iota. It is beautiful.
Loneliness is something that has barely crept into my nerves. Sure their have been times, usually late at night, when I do wish for her to come, or for her to send for me. That may happen more often than i want to admit.
But other than that, loneliness is like a great fitted jacket that feels nice to wear a lot of the time.
Whereas before I admired the curves of woman from afar, now I simply want nothing to do with the opposite sex. I do not want to flirt. I do not want romance. I want to be left alone and to do my own thing.
Loneliness is something that has barely crept into my nerves. Sure their have been times, usually late at night, when I do wish for her to come, or for her to send for me. That may happen more often than i want to admit.
But other than that, loneliness is like a great fitted jacket that feels nice to wear a lot of the time.
Whereas before I admired the curves of woman from afar, now I simply want nothing to do with the opposite sex. I do not want to flirt. I do not want romance. I want to be left alone and to do my own thing.