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so yeah. So today I got up at 11am which is amazing for me. I watched the end of X-Men two while erik slept. I then work him up and we went to the Salon at the Ritz for my mom to get her hair done so after we could go buy me shoes. But, of course justin finds nothing there, nor at the other malls. So I ordered my old Demonia 3 inch boots again and am quite excited. After that we came home and hung out for a little bit. I called up carolyn and we went over there and hung out then went to a diner. Sadly carolyn didn't come, but over all the diner was fun reminising on my white trash family. It's now 3:36 and I am sitting on the computer erik is playing video games. I'm not tired. sOmeone make me tired. I feel like things are drifting more and more away from me. Soon it's going to be gone. Or am I going to be. I don't know anymore. I'm more confused then ever, and being this way scares me. Overall I am scared. let things go back to normal. Lets just hope that tomorrow is something new, shall we?