So I am waiting...
So things seems to be good right now so I'm waiting for the event that is going to knock me back down. It never fails, to be happy is almost impossible. I have a strange feeling though. Things are going to good, something is going on. I know, but do you know that I know? I now work at Hot Topic, which is alright. A lot better then home goods, and I am excited to rebegin school at BCC. Cosmetology just wasn't my thing. The weather is cold... and my birthday is close. With how it is going maybe it will be snowing for my birthday. I hope not, but then again. It's my luck. Most of my friends aren't speaking anymore. He said she said, situation. It sucks when you are the mutual friend. It is impossible not to have some what of a peoples choice awards when choosing who to call. I just want EVERYONE, yes that means you also, to hang out. It would be fun. It would be great. Does everyone not remember senior trip? Everyone hanging out... was it not fun? But, we get home and everything is different again. No one likes anyone, and again I sit in watching finding nemo alone. I think I need a lunch buddy. Someone who would like to go out an shoot the shit for awhile before work or anything else during the day. Maybe I just need friends, more of them. Because right now, I dunno it's getting hard with everyone hating eachother. I'm tired of being the middle. So, I guess yeah. I hope eventually in the future things work out. I hope everyone including me grows up. I hope not everyone drifts apart. Closest friendships are usually from high school. And as of now I'm losing all of them.