sadness
My boyfriend does not think that he can give me what I need emotionally. I made him sad.
He called me at the last moment this weekend and said he'd decided to stay home instead of coming to visit me. It made me really disappointed, because seeing him is a the highlight of my week.
We talked on the phone for 3 hours today. I was trying to explain how I felt and how I needed to be treated to feel loved...
I am confused and I have a headache and I feel lonely. But I called my friend and she made me feel better. But I had already tried calling some friends and family members and they weren't available.
I am trying to have some perspective. I mean, I'm young and pretty, and vibrant, and fun, and I am intelligent, and I am gainfully employed. I'm talented and I have a lot of things going for me. I am loved! But still, my perspective is not ideal. I am trying. I don't have cancer, I have all my limbs, and I'm not an alcoholic. Why can't I pull my attitude out of the shitter?
He called me at the last moment this weekend and said he'd decided to stay home instead of coming to visit me. It made me really disappointed, because seeing him is a the highlight of my week.
We talked on the phone for 3 hours today. I was trying to explain how I felt and how I needed to be treated to feel loved...
I am confused and I have a headache and I feel lonely. But I called my friend and she made me feel better. But I had already tried calling some friends and family members and they weren't available.
I am trying to have some perspective. I mean, I'm young and pretty, and vibrant, and fun, and I am intelligent, and I am gainfully employed. I'm talented and I have a lot of things going for me. I am loved! But still, my perspective is not ideal. I am trying. I don't have cancer, I have all my limbs, and I'm not an alcoholic. Why can't I pull my attitude out of the shitter?