May 22, 2010 00:47
we cannot control what other people do. We cannot control stupid bureaucracy at work (very quickly). We cannot control the weather. We cannot control interest rates, the stock market, or whether we win the lottery.
We can control what we eat. There's a certain amount of happiness I feel when I make a plan, and stick to it. I feel a "diet" coming on. It might not include reduced calories, might just be a determination to eat a certain thing or not eat a certain thing. I crave that control.
I won't be super-nutsy about it. I love food too much to deny myself *that* much.
I don't know what I'll do yet. Hm.
rambling