Aug 21, 2003 21:12
Lord, I dont know why this pain wont stop. Why did you have to take away the person we loved the most? How do we go on from here?
She was supposed to move to college today. She was supposed to start her new life but now her life is over. Why?
How do I tell her boyfriend to stop shedding the tears? How do I tell her mother that it'll be alright when I know it never will...?
It's so hard! So fucking hard. I just wish I could feel her embrace and hear her soft whisper. That would be my ONE and ONLY wish.
I saw her boyfriend today. I hardly recognized him. He's on medication and he's under constant watch. He swore to take his life since he died with her anyways. How do we tell him that he can go on? My heart is breaking and the pain is too much to handle. I can never get over this. My face will never feel laughter again. A smile will be uknown to my empty, sorrowful face.
I love you Maly. I can't go on without you. I need you!!!!! Please come back and stop this pain. Please? Oh Lord, give me strength to keep my sanity and the will to comfort others while I grieve in my own way.
Aida Maliyah K.
June 29,85- August 18,03
Ayla Teeyaneeh K.(me)
March 27,83- August 18,03 When God took my Angel, he took me as well. I love you Maly forever. You'll always be in my heart!