frozen dreams

[concretehead]

Well its been a week of casino gambling and accelerated heart beats. I started the week off on saturday, yeh i know it was last week but hey. It was ellens bday party and it was time to get crunk!!! after her party me, donny, ellen, and jennifer went to the casino and gambled. It was fun cause I got to hang out with jennifer for the first time really. I didnt loose on that night of gambling. Then sunday me and d decided to go back to the casino. SO we did and then I won a little. Then we may have came back on monday not sure, then Wednesday me , matt n d went to casino ago, but this time to get them primed up for thursdays party. Thursday me, jennifer , donny, matt & jessica went to the casino and we had a room at hollywood this time. So we partied it up then donny and matt hit some money and they left me and jenn there. Jennifer wasnt feeling to great she drank too much with out eating before hand, and well you know I didnt eat ethier so I was kind of in the same position. It was fun cause me and jennifer got to hang out
more! but leave it to me to get all googly and stuff, she really is a great woman, but maybe too great for me, i hope not.

So here it is saturday and I may go to the casino tonite I dunno, Im hopelessly addicted to winning my money back!! Meanwhile god is convicting me of being a big time sinner so I need to repent and get my
heart right. Ive been studing the book of romans and various chapters related to love, sex, temptation etc.. Well hopefully my accelerated heart beat or high blood pressure will subside sometime today.
My heart and nerves have been up in the sky since friday.