i fell in love in 12 hours....
and there comes that moment in the middle of heartache, hope, and excitement that you come to understand, or more like remember, that HE will take care of you. Everything happens for a reason and there is no use in fretting and squirming over it all. People are brought into your life for reasons you can't control and they will affect you in ways you will not understand. You can only embrace it, smile upon the memory, and trust that not only are you a better person because of the encounter, but that the other person will hold onto the memory of you with the same understanding that it meant something even though you don't know what it is at the time. You will never be handed anything you cannot handle, only given oppurtunities disguised as hardships. What the world deems as a blessing in disguise can also be seen as a foreshadowing of your future. A task of hope and happiness to help you push through the dark roads. Focus should not be solely on aspects that are not in your control. Those are the parts of your life that you must leave in the hands of fate, time, and the Lord above. Instead, focus on what you can control, and what you can change. The most important thing to change, if change is needed, is yourself. Add ingredients to the recipe that creates who you are to add more flavor. Confidence is one piece that seems to be lacking. You must understand that you are worthy, you are bright, you are that same person you were before your surroundings began to transform you. There are still pieces of that girl somewhere inside. A change in mind set, a small tweek in thinking, could adjust your whole being to make you happy with yourself. That must come before you will be granted the shared happiness of those that are brought into your life. Know yourself before you seek to know others.
that is all i really have to say about it all.
that is all i really have to say about it all.