Apr 05, 2006 21:49
so. thats about it.
school has started again and it has been an exhausting 3 days already. school confuses. boys confuse. and im just plain insane.
i wish everything would just settle. i want to close my eyes and open them and have everything be ok. be set. be done.
i left the office the other day and walked across campus and didnt see anything. i was just walking. moving on a conveyer belt while others passed me. it was so strange.
and its funny how you go home and you dont really think about someone and then you realize you dont really care. and then... they start paying attention to you and it mucks everything up all over again. why are boys so tricky? oh great... he just IM'ed me... i cant read this kid. HAHAHHA and i know i dont care... i just like something to keep my attention and he does that. and he does that well.
jenna if you read this. i miss you. like alot. like i need to be with you. i am going home for the musical this weekend. maybe you are to? if you are we are going to mearles and eating fries we shouldnt be eating. love you soul mate!