watching my life fade
Bored out of my mind, i didn't go to school yesterday so it feels like a monday. I hate that feeling! My baby's growing and my time to live is running out, by the time 4 months rolls by the next 18 years will be spent parenting! The thought of being a mom at the age 16 is just scary! As long as he doesn't bale on me, ill be a little better than if I was on my own. I don't think he's ready to grow up either though, we both still want to party and have fun, but we can't and I've realized that, now it's his turn. Wow, only 4 more months... it feels like yesterday when we just started hanging out, time flies when you don't want it to. Believe me, i wish time would just stop and rewind cause I'm not ready to go forward. But forward is the only place I can go... I've been trying to think of names, now that I know it's going to be a boy. Either Aaron David or Andrew David... I can't make up my mind, Pat says he likes them both. Comment on which one you like more, or if you have any boy names that you like i'd really appreciate it. Love you all, later.