Winter in Wonderland.
It is Christmas day and I had a very unexciting day. Again I felt pushed out of the crowd unwanted and unnecessary. But what would be new with live at home.
I think that is why I love hanging out with Rachel when I am home... I feel actually wanted in Milwaukee.
Daniel Lee called me this morning to wish me a merry christmas!:) It was so sweetheart and I got to talk to him for alittle bit before his grandparents arrived at his house. I needed to hear his voice.I am not sure if I am going to be able to handle the summer here. Maybe I can convince Tarah to get an apartment this summer?!! That would be a stretch but it cannot hurt to try. Right, Tarah?!
I got some really cool gifts this year and some time this week I get to go on a shopping spree for a new wardrobe with my Christmas money that my parents gave. That is going to be so cool I will never have spent as much money in a day that I will on whatever day I decide to go on. But I desperately need new clothes because most of mine are from like four years ago. I have been very creative in making them be stylish but one can only push things so far.
I cannot wait for New Year's with Daniel and babysitting for Rachel. I absolutely love watching her because it isn't work it is pure enjoyment at her house.
Tomorrow I get to go Amber's to have some fun and Monday I was thinking maybe shopping, Tuesday doctor appointment, and Wednesday a nice earned professional 45 min. massage Thursday and Friday babysitting for Rachel and Dan coming down to kiss me on the new year. So exciting. I have never had anyone to kiss or love on New Year's. Nor I have I ever found someone to love like I do Daniel but that is another story.
Off to reading my really exciting new book that I picked up on my way home from the library! The most exciting thing in the world...nothing to do...a warm blanket and a good book.
I think that is why I love hanging out with Rachel when I am home... I feel actually wanted in Milwaukee.
Daniel Lee called me this morning to wish me a merry christmas!:) It was so sweetheart and I got to talk to him for alittle bit before his grandparents arrived at his house. I needed to hear his voice.I am not sure if I am going to be able to handle the summer here. Maybe I can convince Tarah to get an apartment this summer?!! That would be a stretch but it cannot hurt to try. Right, Tarah?!
I got some really cool gifts this year and some time this week I get to go on a shopping spree for a new wardrobe with my Christmas money that my parents gave. That is going to be so cool I will never have spent as much money in a day that I will on whatever day I decide to go on. But I desperately need new clothes because most of mine are from like four years ago. I have been very creative in making them be stylish but one can only push things so far.
I cannot wait for New Year's with Daniel and babysitting for Rachel. I absolutely love watching her because it isn't work it is pure enjoyment at her house.
Tomorrow I get to go Amber's to have some fun and Monday I was thinking maybe shopping, Tuesday doctor appointment, and Wednesday a nice earned professional 45 min. massage Thursday and Friday babysitting for Rachel and Dan coming down to kiss me on the new year. So exciting. I have never had anyone to kiss or love on New Year's. Nor I have I ever found someone to love like I do Daniel but that is another story.
Off to reading my really exciting new book that I picked up on my way home from the library! The most exciting thing in the world...nothing to do...a warm blanket and a good book.