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[concreteangel0]

Today I have two exams. I completed my first one and that was the one I was more worried about out of both of them. I think I will be alright in general. Last night, I said some stupid things and got Daniel frustrated. I felt bad but I really didn't mean it by anything. I said all the stuff with no intentions of anything I wasn't aware there was some connections with the stuff that I stated. I held him for awhile and he was mad for almost 45 minutes. I was bad when I only had an hour left to see him that night. I just wanted to fall asleep in his arms and be happy like we were an hour before that. Eventually watching him get mad at me made me tear up and he slowly started to defuse once he saw the tears flowing down my face. We both sort of created emotions in each other inadvertantely(sp?). But in the long run, we were able to clear things up and say goodnight to each other with a smile on our faces and lovingly. I think it came down to the fact that I am leaving in a few days so don't make a big deal about something so small. It wasn't worth it in our relationship. In addition he told me he will be calling me on Christmas morning because we can not spend it together. Isn't that sweet?! Oh well...off to my exam... wish me luck because I will need it.

Oh, I almost forgot my mom got me a professional massage do de-stress from exams right after Christmas. I am so excited I have never been able to get a real one done before, so it definately will be a treat. OK now I really have to go...