spahetti squash and merlot
now that no school looms in the future, my mood has become very unpredictable to say the least. i'm starting to form some semblance of a routine, with going to the haymarket every morning, looking for another part time job, writing/recording songs. at least what i carry around with me is much more interesting now, in my bag: watercolor paints, post-card watercolor paper, a bag of dried cherries, a journal of songs/overheard conversations, a bag or rock candy, finished paintings, junk food nation, raymond carver... i was all planning on going to d.c. this weekend for the anti-war protest, but no one at work would switch my saturday shift with me. even though i'm only working 20 hours a week, and have tons of open days. oh well. i drank glasses and glasses of red wine last night. yahtzee, richard buckner, and wine are by far the best combinations i have yet to find. and warm brownies with vanilla bean ice cream. it seems i will be moving either to san francisco or new york city come august. confusion grips my libra/scorpio heart.