Self Inflicted

[concieved]

a loss of myself
everything is gone
i dig a little deeper
this cant be done

thats when my walls went up
to shield me from pain
and all the suffering
seem to find its way
it broke thru again
consuming whats left
of my life , of my life...

i sift the pile
not much remains
and i am weakend
not much left but pain

i have to prepare
for the next wave
i have to survive
here comes the wave...

thats when my walls went up
to shield me from pain
and all the suffering
seem to find its way
it broke thru again
consuming whats left
of my life , of my life...

dragging myself from this wreckage
confusion and yet aware...
of whats going down ,
i seen why the wall came down...

to my suprise the enemy was not you!!!

thats when my walls went up
to shield me from pain
and all the suffering
seem to find its way
it broke thru again
consuming whats left...

thats when my walls went up
to shield me from pain
and all the suffering
seem to find its way
it broke thru again
consuming whats left
of my life , of my life...

IT WAS ALL SELF INFLICTED
I DONE THIS ,I AM TO BLAME
NOW I AM SICKEND
I BETRAYED MYSELF ,THEN LEFT YOU TO BLAME!!