Nov 11, 2004 00:51
i have just experienced the worst deja vu in my life just a few moments ago. seriously.
received some confusing and not so great news about an hour ago. but i can't be too disapointed. cause i knew it already in the back of my mind. i'm not gonna go into the details of what was said to me. but, to the messenger: don't feel bad.
it hurts my heart though, and cause of this and the fact that my chest hurts and i can't really breathe (becuz of chain smoking all day), this is keeping me up.
i'm really not in the mood to be around anyone, and i have to be at work at 10 am all bright and early, and i know i'm gonna just flip out on someone.