miss you
so, im in a rut. i miss my dad and my mom. i wish i wanst an adult orphan. will someone out there adopt me? i had a talk with my boyfriend, ed. he is very supoportive. but since hes a chief marine engineer for a well known company..i dont see him as often as id like. but i knew that once we started dating. i cant belive that its almost christmas. my dad should be here. i layed in bed for 2 days in a row soo depressed...things will get better.