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i'm moving back to bel air and in with my parents next saturday aftering graduating on friday with my masters degree. i haven't lived in bel air and/or with my parents for more than 2 1/2 months in 6 years. this will be an interesting social experiment
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This is probably the most awkward comment you have/will ever receive, and it's probably going to blow you away.
Remember Justin Burns? I am the girlfriend he was with when you guys...er, "hung out," or whatever. I'm not entirely sure what the point of this comment is, other than to say reading your entries about him depressed me, and I don't really know what to make of the whole situation. Whenever I have asked Justin about it, I get the feeling he plays it down by making it sound like you were just an older girl he fooled around with a little to get rides for himself and his friends.
Is it surprising that I am still with him? We have been together for 6 years. Our anniversary was in November. What is one supposed do when you find out about something fucked up the person you love did years after it happened? Can you possibly fathom how I feel? Part of me hates you (which kind of sucks, because you seem like a nice, intelligent girl I could probably get along with), and another part of me doesn't really give a shit, because hey, Justin was what, 16 at the time? And I was 15. People do stupid shit at that age, right?
Essentially, I now feel better knowing you know that I know, and I have known for quite some time (something like 2 years [or more], actually).
Also, this really isn't a big deal, so please don't think I'm sitting at home drowning myself in misery or plotting revenge against you or him. I've more so just been curious for ages about what your reaction/response will be, if there is any.
End awkward creepiness.
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