ahha!
In general, I enjoy writing in the morning. After a healthy breakfast of coffee and water, as well as a shower, I feel at my calmest.
Okay whatever.
I need to take care of ryans cats and clean up before he gets home tonight. cuz I made a messy mess.
This weekend was great, I hung out with melzah for her BIRTHDAY! We went tanning, which was profitable in the form of a red ass and a white face! I also saw a movie with my mom, ate death in a bowl in the form of chicken con pollo, went to training class for doodle, and worked on my argument paper. I chose the topic "Fat Girls Need Love Too", after much debate, and so far its turning out pretty well.
Sigh, I just need to learn time managment. School and work and what not just don't mix well for me. I mean, I am not complaining, ok at least I don't mean to, I just wish everything could work in harmony for me. Well then agian doesn't everyone?
Russell has been constantly emailing me since wednesday. It's been a week since yesterday when I told him to not talk to me anymore, which apparently he did not hear. I don't think he even fathoms how hard it was for me to say that, and how hard it is for me to keep my distance (even though we are 3000 miles apart). Gah, I just have to remind myself of his assholyness, makes life easier. Then agian, my mind likes to pretend that there isn't a problem and that we are meant to be. Hahahahaha.
Oh fuck I just lost my train of thought.
Celibacy is in the future, I am tired of this shit.
Okay whatever.
I need to take care of ryans cats and clean up before he gets home tonight. cuz I made a messy mess.
This weekend was great, I hung out with melzah for her BIRTHDAY! We went tanning, which was profitable in the form of a red ass and a white face! I also saw a movie with my mom, ate death in a bowl in the form of chicken con pollo, went to training class for doodle, and worked on my argument paper. I chose the topic "Fat Girls Need Love Too", after much debate, and so far its turning out pretty well.
Sigh, I just need to learn time managment. School and work and what not just don't mix well for me. I mean, I am not complaining, ok at least I don't mean to, I just wish everything could work in harmony for me. Well then agian doesn't everyone?
Russell has been constantly emailing me since wednesday. It's been a week since yesterday when I told him to not talk to me anymore, which apparently he did not hear. I don't think he even fathoms how hard it was for me to say that, and how hard it is for me to keep my distance (even though we are 3000 miles apart). Gah, I just have to remind myself of his assholyness, makes life easier. Then agian, my mind likes to pretend that there isn't a problem and that we are meant to be. Hahahahaha.
Oh fuck I just lost my train of thought.
Celibacy is in the future, I am tired of this shit.