Jan 01, 2005 23:06
Hmm so its a new year. THe only good thing to come out of 2004 is michael. I love that boy and I think that will be true forever. Hes not only my boyfriend hes my bestfriend my other half. The ending of 2004 was horrible. I am not going to miss it. I lost the most important person in my life these last three months have been horrible. I dont get how people just get taken away from this world at such a young age. I think im really fucked up from all this and I just thank god that I have michael. Hes the only one whos ever there for me. For christmas he bought me this pretty dimond ring. Last night we stayed at his house with his family and played pocker with is drunk family and I have to say i did a good job. I cant wait for the future. I hate highschool Im looking forward to collage I wish it was coming quicker than it is. I want to meet new faces maybe make some friends with some honest folks. All i know is ill always have him and thats what makes me happy.
...Mother dont tell me friends are the ones that
I lose, cause they'd bleed before you
sometimes family are the ones you choose
its too late now, I hold on to this life ive found...