Apr 17, 2005 17:14
Well i really dont write in this anymore cuz it was getting kinda pointless but uh... idk im bored... so here's the low down yo...
me and jason broke up... surprised?? me either. none of that stuff ever works out. its just sad cuz he's doing stupid things again just being immature. he thinks im the only one that sees it but im not. oh well. we got in a big fight last night thru text messaging?? dont ask. all i did was remind him that one of his friends from heart and soul was being ordaned and he asked me to remind jason so i did. i never should have started talking to him again cuz it just opened up a huge can of worms. oh well. he'll figure it out sooner or later. no plans wat so ever in talking to him ever again. "i hope you're as happy as you're pretending." i tried to help him but noooo... stuborn. watever. so i dropped off some of his stuff at his front door today after church. didnt have the guts to ring the door bell. like i said, no intention of talking to him anymore. annie was smart. i think it pissed him off
Bob- this is for you- thanx for everything. u've been such an awesome friend thru all this. u never left my side throughout everything and it means a lot. thanx man. i really appreciate it all.
Grace is hot. haha. no, she's been there for me a lot too. rockin' out to nsync... definitley the best. haha love u man
Me and courtney started talking again. her and joe broke up. still kinda awkward here and there but oh well. we'll see how it goes. i missed my wife.
I guess i've changed a lot in the past couple months and i think im trying to and i think its for the best. idk... some people prolly disagree but oh well. ive never really done anything extreme for myself and my own beliefs so i think this is it. i just hope people can accept that and not bash me for it. its not in my hands anymore...
Hope everyone's doin ok!
Kat