Never Forget Me
Wow- the days just keep getting longer and more and more boring. let's see... my weekend...
Friday- Rehab- new kid- ehh... kind of a ryan pazak type... interesting but definitley someone i will not get along with. got brought down a lot in that today which is odd cuz its suppose to be "uplifting". the stupid ET councelor told me to "lay back" because i was TOO outgoing and being the only girl out of 5 guys all the energy was "on me" and they weren't concentrating on sobriety like they should. fucking gay. thats my goddamn personality- outgoing- that was depressing.
Then i wanted to drink for some reason- idk those damn triggers- so i just went home and decided to go to an AA meeting with Nate and Greg. so glad i went too. it was really good.
And after, Jason came over and we just watched TV for a while. My parents are the WORST these days. they sit either in the same room or oh so very near when he's over. they like him a lot they just dont want their lil girl doing anymore stupid things. great....
Saturday- took dogs to groomers, got my eye brows down, went to mario traccoci (SPELLING??) and got all new makeup. fun :). then jason came over and we went out and did our photography stuff. went to barrington hills WOW! huuuuuuge houses! jason went to the door of this one and asked if we could take pictures. it was funny. Then we went to starbucks and home. he had work the rest of the night so i watched the notebook with the family. aaaaawwwwwww what a kickass movie!! sooooo cute!!! and yes... my social life is amazing these days....
Sunday- very nice day- slept all morning, then jason came over after work and we hung out for a bit then went out to see Finding Neverland... sooo good. then we went to dinner and back to my house again. it was a really cute night. lol.
So as u can see... i really dont have too many friends anymore. haha. me and jason were joking around bout this but it is kinda sad. my parents really wont let me hang out with anyone i use to hang out when i "used". but those are all my good friends so its kinda sad. i miss all of u very much and im trying my hardest to break out of these goddamn chains. prolly only 2 or 3 more weeks left of rehab so we'll see how it goes... i really do miss all of you... and if ur willing to hang out WITHOUT being fucked up... gimme a call...
Love,
Kat
Friday- Rehab- new kid- ehh... kind of a ryan pazak type... interesting but definitley someone i will not get along with. got brought down a lot in that today which is odd cuz its suppose to be "uplifting". the stupid ET councelor told me to "lay back" because i was TOO outgoing and being the only girl out of 5 guys all the energy was "on me" and they weren't concentrating on sobriety like they should. fucking gay. thats my goddamn personality- outgoing- that was depressing.
Then i wanted to drink for some reason- idk those damn triggers- so i just went home and decided to go to an AA meeting with Nate and Greg. so glad i went too. it was really good.
And after, Jason came over and we just watched TV for a while. My parents are the WORST these days. they sit either in the same room or oh so very near when he's over. they like him a lot they just dont want their lil girl doing anymore stupid things. great....
Saturday- took dogs to groomers, got my eye brows down, went to mario traccoci (SPELLING??) and got all new makeup. fun :). then jason came over and we went out and did our photography stuff. went to barrington hills WOW! huuuuuuge houses! jason went to the door of this one and asked if we could take pictures. it was funny. Then we went to starbucks and home. he had work the rest of the night so i watched the notebook with the family. aaaaawwwwwww what a kickass movie!! sooooo cute!!! and yes... my social life is amazing these days....
Sunday- very nice day- slept all morning, then jason came over after work and we hung out for a bit then went out to see Finding Neverland... sooo good. then we went to dinner and back to my house again. it was a really cute night. lol.
So as u can see... i really dont have too many friends anymore. haha. me and jason were joking around bout this but it is kinda sad. my parents really wont let me hang out with anyone i use to hang out when i "used". but those are all my good friends so its kinda sad. i miss all of u very much and im trying my hardest to break out of these goddamn chains. prolly only 2 or 3 more weeks left of rehab so we'll see how it goes... i really do miss all of you... and if ur willing to hang out WITHOUT being fucked up... gimme a call...
Love,
Kat