Bleed Myself Dry

[concealedscars]

I feel like even if I had everything I've ever wanted,
Everything that was stolen from me,
Everything that was supposed to be mine,
Every person brought back for me,
Every apology thrown gracefully in my face,

That I will never be happy.

Honestly,

It's difficult to think happy when you see these things in your own backyard,

So I'll remember the bright red carpet,
Stained with every wish of pain,
I'll remember every last cigarette on the cement,
I'll remember her everytime I see the rain,

Pour another drink,
Before I have time to think,
Someone make my wrists red,
Before I have time to blink

Sorrow becomes this boy who was once so bright,
He dies a little inside as the world is not right,

If she were in his arms,
Things could be right with the world,
If she were in his arms,
Things would be right with that girl.

But if things were right in the world,
There wouldn't be anything left to fight for.

I suppose thats how I feel like I've had it up to here.