WHY?????

Mar 31, 2005 10:57

I was minding my own businesses and then thats when it happened... My home boi CUrrell sent me a text message sayin..."lets meet up for dinner" Last time we just met up, 'My ex was sittin right beside him' I immediately thought that this was another set up. SO this time i asked, "who are u with" and he replied, "with my gf" so it was safe ....SO I THOUGHT!
Young i went the back way to get to the cafe and i happend to look to my left and there they were. I didint want to be rude bc i knew they saw me... They smiled, so i walked in the room (THANK GOD I was lookin on POINT!-lol I sat down and we spoke for about 5 minutes than Currel called so i went to our section... but they followed. Its funny, all during dinner they talked about how they missed me and BLAH, BLAH, BLAh but i didnt feed into it i just remained nonchalant. Currell wanted me to ride to the mall with him so i did and U no they came... in the car they text this bs - -> I love You! and they were press to hold my hand and shit. IT was like we never broke up or somethin. I must admit it did feel good but i wasn't tryin to let them back in. I just got them almost completely out of my system! And i was not tryin 2 back slid! But Back to what i was sayin...THey were on my dick HARD!!! followin me and shit, as much as they hate feminine stores and i went prob every last 1 of them -lol I did it just to see how press they was, and they followed me in2 every fuckin one! Carried my coat and all that. hahaha thats funny.THey made a big deal to go in2 Zales jewlry store so i went...didnt think much about it!
BUt yea we were chillin and then there phone rang. OOOOOOOO i am such the jelous type! I never was until i met them and hopefully, I PRAY I will never feel it again. SO they are on the phone and i'm not tryin 2 be all up in the convo but if u are right beside me i can't but here the damn thing. THe person on the other end we are goin to call them (THE VOICE)... well there convo with my ex sounded like they just met.... like 2wks or somethn and they attend Morgan State...honestly THE VOICE-lol seemed like a real kool person They seem to around me alot like ME! I just hate the fact they were on the phone but i concealed it pretty well. By the time we got back in the car they were still on the phone PRIOR to them gettin in the car they said that we were goin to study some of this econ together. OK BACK to the car thing! Yea so they are in the car on the phone, still fuckin with me ...i.e rubbin my back, holdin my hand. To make a long story short cus i dont feel like typin...They end up goin home. THen i realized we weren't studyin no more. I called they said they were goin 2 call me when they reach campus i knew when i heard that, they were lyin and like the last 2 weeks prior i vowed not to answer my phone when they called... I don't see the the point. Y talk, YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY there is no need. thats just openin a can of feelings all over again and I can't have that! OH b4 i 4get....when they got out the car.... Currell was like, "AWWW i see u are gettin an engagement ring" I was like, "HELL NO!" THen he told me that that they were talkin while i was lookin at the earrings and currel said that they were like... "Imma propose to Kat"
When he told me that i laughed bc I think youngin just be sayin shit out there mouths that they think ppl just want to hear. 4 one i would NOT EXCEPT, secondly, DUde just QUit his job like 2weeks ago and they have no steady income so u tell me how they are goin 2 pay for an engagement ring when there older brother has to now pay their rent?? MANNN SKETCHY BUSINESS! ALright i'm tired of thinkin/talkin about this...so until we meet again
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