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something from someone's diaryland---
"...then i wake up and now i'm just in between awake and asleep like always. not going either way, not even with all the coffee i drank, not even with my windows blocked, covers pulled over my head
i just hear my own breathing, my head hurting, the phone ringing across the room
life is stupid. i'm tired of feeling like a ghost, the light piercing my eyes, the quietness suffocating me
everything good is beginning to feel just like a trip, something that'll end soon enough"
I love reading entries of people who can write :).
So I went to the mall last night and tonight with Kara. TOnight I was only there for an hour ish whereas last tnight I was there for 5 1/2 hours (we got picked up from the movies at 12:30) WE saw day after tomorrow and it was good. Kara's going to the beach tomorrow and her mom said next time I could come :).
Alyson and I might be doing something tomorrow and I am very excited.
This "kid" imed me tonight and left me messgages and I responded and now he wants to hang out. I think it'll be weird if we ever do end up doign something.
So I guess we're something now, but it's weird because now that it's finally happened there's times (like today) when I just don't like you at all that way. Maybe it's because we haven't seen each other alone in ages, or becuase we never ever talk besides the one class when the only friends you have in there talk to me to. I guess it's cool, I mean why be assoicated with me anyways right?
If you weren't so god damn sweet sometimes.
"...then i wake up and now i'm just in between awake and asleep like always. not going either way, not even with all the coffee i drank, not even with my windows blocked, covers pulled over my head
i just hear my own breathing, my head hurting, the phone ringing across the room
life is stupid. i'm tired of feeling like a ghost, the light piercing my eyes, the quietness suffocating me
everything good is beginning to feel just like a trip, something that'll end soon enough"
I love reading entries of people who can write :).
So I went to the mall last night and tonight with Kara. TOnight I was only there for an hour ish whereas last tnight I was there for 5 1/2 hours (we got picked up from the movies at 12:30) WE saw day after tomorrow and it was good. Kara's going to the beach tomorrow and her mom said next time I could come :).
Alyson and I might be doing something tomorrow and I am very excited.
This "kid" imed me tonight and left me messgages and I responded and now he wants to hang out. I think it'll be weird if we ever do end up doign something.
So I guess we're something now, but it's weird because now that it's finally happened there's times (like today) when I just don't like you at all that way. Maybe it's because we haven't seen each other alone in ages, or becuase we never ever talk besides the one class when the only friends you have in there talk to me to. I guess it's cool, I mean why be assoicated with me anyways right?
If you weren't so god damn sweet sometimes.