en il red rob: fine in the morning.
I'm very upset right now because nothing I ever expect to happen happens.
Because I get myself too excited, just to be let down.
Because I have no initiative, I don't need anyone to tell me this, and no one does.
Because I walk a mile home each day, now through slush and graying snow to a family that's been waiting to yell at me.
Because I'm financing my life on debt.
Because I've become so used to boiling pasta every night that I can't even taste it.
Because I hate my Body and all that it requires in this world.
Because I'll be fine tomorrow morning.
Because no one sends me Christmas cards.
Because I get myself too excited, just to be let down.
Because I have no initiative, I don't need anyone to tell me this, and no one does.
Because I walk a mile home each day, now through slush and graying snow to a family that's been waiting to yell at me.
Because I'm financing my life on debt.
Because I've become so used to boiling pasta every night that I can't even taste it.
Because I hate my Body and all that it requires in this world.
Because I'll be fine tomorrow morning.
Because no one sends me Christmas cards.