and now for your perusal and entertainment: a little bit about me right now..
01. I hurt: in my soul.
02. I love: my friends.
03. I hate: just about everything right now.
04. I cry: not easily enough.
05. I fear: dying alone.
06. I hope: therefore I live.
07. I sadden: when I think too much.
08. I feel alone: all the time.
09. I kill: a lot of time.
10. I talk: less then my sister, but still too much.
11. I listen: to very few people.
12. I break: shit at work all the time.
13. I see: too much bad in the world... and in myself.
14. I smell: like grape bubbleyum once in a while.
15. I taste: like what I've eaten.
16. I work: far too much for my paycheck.
17. I remember: almost all the bad things in my life.
18. I hold: on to my sanity with every ouce of strength.
19. I hide: my pain.
20. I pray: to no one.
21. I walk: too much at work, too little everywhere else.
22. I drive: to the train station and back. damnit.
23. I read: many books.
24. I burn: inside my heart.
25. I breathe: loudly at times.
26. I play: with myself too much, with others not enough.
27. I miss: the closeness of a relationship.
28. I touch: the ones I love.
29. I learn: from the wisdom of my friends, and the stupidity of my enemies.
30. I feel: lonely.
31. I know: that life is far too short.
32. I said: too many of the wrong things, apparently.
33. I dream: about the things that I badly want, but can't seem to ever get.
34. I have: too much debt.
35. I want: love.
36. I fall: too far, too fast, too easily.
37. I wait: way too much for other people.
38. I need: more money, more freedom, more friends (heh), more love.
39. I live: because I'm afraid to die.