seriously..... i just don't even know what to do anymore... i just don't
there are things i wish were different... there are things i wished have never chnaged.... there are things i wish would happen.... there are things i wish would never happen... there are things i wish people would do..... there are thing i wish people would not do..... there are things i wish i could do..... there are also things i wish i could stop.... there are things i wish.... but these are just things, nothing but feelings and beliefs, nothin but thoughts and empty promises, nothing but lost faith and lost forgiven-ness, nothin but my emtpy self... wishing