I don't know.

[computer_ninja]

By: _________________

I don't know, and I can't seem to see.
Maybe if I tried harder, I could still breathe...
But then again, I'm just trying to express myself,
But I just wind up messed up.

I try to sing, But you all mock me.
Afraid to stand, I hide away.
And I miss so many things....
But at least I can still say I fought...

I am lost, And you don't miss me.
I can't sing, and you can't Hear Me.
Surrounded by so many things,
And I still can't find words enough to tell you all to listen to yourselves,
And I want to stand again,
I want to be allowed to breathe-
But no matter what,
I seem to be missing....
Sombody knows me, but They don't want to tell me...

I can't stop,
And I can't sleep.
I miss you all,
But do you miss me?
Stuck inside this crappy dream-
Typing to nobody-
Waiting for someone to save me-
But can I not be found?

I wonder if things will be better,
Or if everything will fail.
I'm afraid to even sing-
And my words rot away,
My voice rots away,
And did you ever hear me sing?

I'm still lost,
And I'm still here.
I wish I coul just run away-
But when you can't move,
And you can't ask-
Can you stand up to me?

So afraid of the next day-
I hate myself for being so scared.
But I've been taught,
And I've been beaten-
I fear you all,
I fear the next day,
And with every second that passes by,
I fear that it will all fade away,
And that what's left of me can't take the stress,
But even then,
I guess that's for the best,
Because even if I tried to run,
My words would break,
And I'm afraid to fall.