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i laid in his bed
fluorescent blue eyes and blinding smiles illuminating this darkened room
with the soft dim of the television reflecting off bare skin

collarbones exposed and deadly
as painful as my hipbones digging into your flesh
and i'd be lying if i said i've ever smiled this much, continously

so come on, come on

this is the beginning of everything
this is scary as fuck, but i'll take my time and wait for you

i promise i won't make this hurt
promise.