Aug 02, 2007 10:30
I hate the fact that we really aren't as close as we once were, and I did always get a feeling that you might have been jealous sometimes. I'm glad it didn't really affect our friendship though. I'm glad to have patched things up, and need to hang out with you more. I was a little jealous of your life as well (not the home life, but the types of things that you did that I always wasn't able to do because of Dad, or whatnot) You always seemed like a braver individual than I was.
I think you sold yourself short.
I was extremely dissapointed in you when I found out that you squandered your education money, and then never went back to school. I understood the reasonings at the time, but was always let down that you never went back. I always thought you had some of the highest potential out of anyone I ever associated with or considered a friend.
I still think you can pull yourself out, and hope that you will someday.
I still consider you one of my best friends.