Bleh.
Hmm.
I have been neglecting my journal for quite some time now. The main reason, I suppose, is because I like Buzznet a little more. My mind fluctuates it's unique patterns in long spans of time, and, at the moment, my mind wishes to express feelings through pictures rather than words. However, I know I can express myself through words whenever I want... I'll just have to force myself and come out with a product that is mediocre compared to things that seem to flow out of my fingers at a much quicker rate when I'm more in the mood.
Really, I want to express myself with music, but the version of Fruity Loops that I used to have is now expired. It was a pirated version anyway. Heh. That's okay, though. I'm going to try and ask for Fruity Loops for my birthday. It's about 300 smacks for the version that I want. It's well worth it, though. In exchange, I've been playing my keyboard lately! It's amazingly fun. There's choice of 100 rhythms and 200 songs to play around with. Each rhyhm has it's own automated low chord melodies you can set to play on their own while you do your own thing on the upper notes of the keyboard. Certainly, that has been my time consumer lately. That and setting up my own artist page on a paid server that a distant friend of mine lets me share with him.
Hmm... I'm going to Florida in early March. 2nd through 4th to be precise. I still have no idea how things are going to work out though, and I'm afraid things are going to fall apart before I ever meet anybody... besides the relatives. That's inevitable.
Bleh.
I have been neglecting my journal for quite some time now. The main reason, I suppose, is because I like Buzznet a little more. My mind fluctuates it's unique patterns in long spans of time, and, at the moment, my mind wishes to express feelings through pictures rather than words. However, I know I can express myself through words whenever I want... I'll just have to force myself and come out with a product that is mediocre compared to things that seem to flow out of my fingers at a much quicker rate when I'm more in the mood.
Really, I want to express myself with music, but the version of Fruity Loops that I used to have is now expired. It was a pirated version anyway. Heh. That's okay, though. I'm going to try and ask for Fruity Loops for my birthday. It's about 300 smacks for the version that I want. It's well worth it, though. In exchange, I've been playing my keyboard lately! It's amazingly fun. There's choice of 100 rhythms and 200 songs to play around with. Each rhyhm has it's own automated low chord melodies you can set to play on their own while you do your own thing on the upper notes of the keyboard. Certainly, that has been my time consumer lately. That and setting up my own artist page on a paid server that a distant friend of mine lets me share with him.
Hmm... I'm going to Florida in early March. 2nd through 4th to be precise. I still have no idea how things are going to work out though, and I'm afraid things are going to fall apart before I ever meet anybody... besides the relatives. That's inevitable.
Bleh.