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Oct 01, 2005 22:43

i never get anywhere with you anymore.
I'm so sick of having to explain.
of having to show you what you mean to me.
Because even when I do explain,
you don't take the time to listen.
And when you do take the time to listen,
you don't take the time to comprehend.
I feel like all that I ever do is waste my time.
I sit here and try to explain to you,
and you couldn't care less.
YOU'VE GOT ME.
SOMEONE THAT WOULD DROP EVERYTHING
JUST FOR ONE MORE DAY WITH YOU
and you act like i'm not even there.
You tell me I'm a fag because I call you when I'm bored.
Do you know the real reason that I call?
I call to listen to your voice.
I call to hear you say goodnight.
And I just hope,
that I will get lucky,
and you will mistake an "I love you".
Like things used to happen.
Do you ever stop to think about anyone else's feelings
besides yourself's?
I know that you're with her now.
But guess what.
You messed up with her.
And she took you back.
Why don't I get another chance,
like she gave you?
You say that you've gotten over me.
What a lie.
You're just scared to admit it.
Scared that you're going to get hurt.
Scared that people will laugh at you.
That others will get mad at you.
Well guess what,
don't think of others.
Think of yourself.
What do you want?
Because I know that I want you.
And all you ever are is in asshole to me.
But for some reason I won't give up.
And I'm not going to give up..
not until I get another chance.
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