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I think I am just now fully appreciating the fact that I have graduated from high school.. I am so unbelievably pumped for college it's not even funny and getting more and more stuff in the mail is just keeping me elated. I got my summer reading (a book of poems) and my room information comes july 15th.. which seems to hold some sort of significance because I know 3 people that are going in for doctor's appointments that day (my dad included) so I dont know if this is a good or a bad thing. I hope everything goes smoothly with college. I also have to decide whether or not I want to get a MAC. Smith offers a package and the Mac package is cheaper than the PC package. however, my mom says to go for the PC.. but I've heard so many good things about macs. so what does everyone else have? i need some comparison here.
on the other hand. i also feel boring, and very much not connected to my 'friends'. which is good for leaving. but... at the same time I wish i had someone to talk to. most days. i dont know. i feel as though I'm going through a very hard time right now and there really isnt anyone there to listen. i mean, sure they're there and they will definately hear me. but they wont listen. and i guess that's all i want right now.. someone to listen..
.. oh yes. from now on it's going to be friends only. so comment if you want to read my journal.
on the other hand. i also feel boring, and very much not connected to my 'friends'. which is good for leaving. but... at the same time I wish i had someone to talk to. most days. i dont know. i feel as though I'm going through a very hard time right now and there really isnt anyone there to listen. i mean, sure they're there and they will definately hear me. but they wont listen. and i guess that's all i want right now.. someone to listen..
.. oh yes. from now on it's going to be friends only. so comment if you want to read my journal.