Another beautiful day in the neighborhood.
I let that cat out... haven't seen her since. So, that was nice while it lasted.
I'm so glad I slept all day. It's better than having my mom try to get everyone do something. I'm so sick of holidays - we try to be a family but we haven't been a real family for fucking years. Holidays are just harsh reminders of that. And yeah, I could try, but why bother? Someone always doesn't wanna go. Every time I get my hopes up that we'll actually go somewhere for a birthday or a holiday or something, all together... someone ends up not wanting to go, or something happens, and we don't. So I've stopped caring. The car broke down, wouldn't start, so I wake up and my mom is pacing, because of course it died while my dad was driving it. I find it funny that when the car dies on him, he'll call home, but when it dies on mom and she does the same, he just says 'What do you want me to do about it?' or 'I don't know', or both. Pfft. e.e
I picked colors to paint my room. Yay?
Happy Fourth, American-type people.
I'm so glad I slept all day. It's better than having my mom try to get everyone do something. I'm so sick of holidays - we try to be a family but we haven't been a real family for fucking years. Holidays are just harsh reminders of that. And yeah, I could try, but why bother? Someone always doesn't wanna go. Every time I get my hopes up that we'll actually go somewhere for a birthday or a holiday or something, all together... someone ends up not wanting to go, or something happens, and we don't. So I've stopped caring. The car broke down, wouldn't start, so I wake up and my mom is pacing, because of course it died while my dad was driving it. I find it funny that when the car dies on him, he'll call home, but when it dies on mom and she does the same, he just says 'What do you want me to do about it?' or 'I don't know', or both. Pfft. e.e
I picked colors to paint my room. Yay?
Happy Fourth, American-type people.