peace out social life
it's really hard to think about your future when every time you do you start to cry & smile at the same time. i don't fully have what it takes to get what i want, therefore i am now on "lock down". it's basically like i;m grounded, except i didn't do anything. i'm supposed to delete my livejournal & my myspace (but i am going to work around that), i can't go online for more than an hour a day unless it's to do research but for that i have to go out to the office so my mom can moniter me & i can't go out or have anyone sleep over. exceptions for the last rule will be made if i meet my moms requirements, which will be a lot. so in otherwords, see ya'll in january 'cause i am going to be doing homework & interning from now until then.